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Book Review: THE WARBLER by Sarah Beth Durst

| Jessica Crawford

The Warbler by Sarah Beth Durst is a 335 page standalone novel published March 1, 2025 by Lake Union Publishing of Amazon.

Genre:

Fantasy, Magical Realism

Opening Line:

My mother is a willow.

My Thoughts:

The newest novel from Sarah Beth Durst (author of The Spellshop) is magical realism about a young woman looking for answers about her family’s curse.

Her entire life, Elisa and her mother had to move from place to place, never calling a single place home, never leaving pieces of themselves behind or taking any mementos with them. For if they were to start to put roots down somewhere, they would begin to actually turn into trees themselves. This forces them into a nomadic lifestyle that requires them to appreciate each day for itself and to truly live in the moment, knowing that nothing will last. It’s not as easy life to grow up with, when everyone else around you seems to have much more stability and security, even if this means their lives are more predictable and less adventurous.

“Regrets aren’t a thing you can avoid,” Mom said. “They’re just a part of life. Every time you say yes, you’re saying no to a dozen other things you could be doing.”

Now, without her mother around anymore, Elisa chooses each destination based on her family’s history and whether or not she might learn about the origin of the curse, or the answer of how to break it. In this book she winds up in a quaint village with a bookstore complete with its very own resident cat, a stately old home with a porch hung with dozens of cages housing a diverse collection of birds, and a cafe frequented by three blue-haired old women who dispense cryptic wisdom. Could this be her final stop?

Chapters alternate telling Elisa’s story with those of her grandmother, Rose, and her mother, Lori. Each woman wants something different from life, and each faces obstacles in living the life that they want, either because of societal expectations, the consequences of actions (either their own, or someone else’s)…or because of the curse.

The pacing in this book does suffer at times, with the same points being driven home again and again; this occasionally wore on my patience. But overall I enjoyed this lovely and curious story.

Book Review: BLACK WOODS BLUE SKY by Eowyn Ivey

| Jessica Crawford

Black Woods Blue Sky by Eowyn Ivey (botanical illustrations by Ruth Hulbert) is a 306 page novel published in 2025 by Random House.

Genre:

Magical Realism, Literary Fiction

Opening Line:

Birdie knew her mistakes as soon as she cracked open her eyes.

Synopsis:

An unforgettable dark fairy tale that asks, Can love save us from ourselves?

Birdie’s keeping it together; of course she is. So she’s a little hungover sometimes, and she has to bring her daughter, Emaleen, to her job waiting tables at an Alaskan roadside lodge, but she’s getting by as a single mother in a tough town. Still, Birdie can remember happier times from her youth, when she was free in the wilds of nature.

Arthur Neilsen, a soft-spoken and scarred recluse who appears in town only at the change of seasons, brings Emaleen back to safety when she gets lost in the woods. Most people avoid him, but to Birdie he represents everything she’s ever longed for. She finds herself falling for Arthur and the land he knows so well. Against the warnings of those who care about them, Birdie and Emaleen move to his isolated cabin in the mountains on the far side of the Wolverine River.

It’s just the three of them in the vast black woods, far from roads, telephones, electricity, and outside contact, but Birdie believes she has come prepared. At first, it’s idyllic, but soon Birdie discovers that Arthur is something much more mysterious and dangerous than she could have imagined, and that like the Alaska wilderness, a fairy tale can be as dark as it is beautiful.

My Thoughts:

Oh, my heart! I loved this!

This story is saturated with love for the beauty and harshness of the Alaskan wilderness. It’s about 26 year old Birdie and her 6 year old daughter Emaleen scraping by at the Wolverine Lodge, where Birdie works as a server (and sometimes parties too much). Their paths cross with that of Arthur, an odd local man who only makes occasional appearances in town, as he lives up in the mountains on the other side of the river. In Arthur, Birdie sees the kind of life she wants – one closer to nature, away from societal pressures and vices. She and her daughter move out to his rustic cabin with him. But there’s something strange about Arthur…

It wasn’t the manic, head-spinning high she’d always chased. Instead, it was like she’s been kept in small box without any holes to let in the light or air, but now she’d climbed out and could fill her lungs with the fresh mountain breeze.

I liked all of the characters, even if they frustrated me at times. They are certainly not perfect. Birdie loves her daughter fiercely, but doesn’t always prioritize the right things.

Her mom knew how to do lots of things. She knew how to find blueberries and catch fish and shoot a gun, but Emaleen was worried that she didn’t know how to keep them safe.

The “dark fairytale” part of this story I think hammers home the idea that you can’t ask anyone, man or beast, to be better than their nature – you can’t even ask it of yourself.

“Peculiar how similar they are, the stories about bears. All down through the ages…Berserkers and shape-shifters. Wild sows taking in abandoned human babies and raising them as their own. Women falling in love with boars. Girls being abducted by bears and giving birth to their children in mountain caves. Russia, Europe, North America, Japan…Again and again. Did you know, there was a whole lines of Danes who believed they were the descendants of bears?”

“Have you ever seen one skinned out before?”
“What? Oh…a bear? Yeah, years ago. A black bear. When I was a kid. Grandpa Hank shot it on the homestead.”
“You remember what it looked like?”
“Like a person.”
“Exactly. The hands, the feet, the muscles in the legs and chest, you peel back that hide and it could be your brother under it all.

It was tempting, then, to draw a direct line from us to them, to forget the unfathomable void between a man’s moral judgment and a bear’s wild mind.

I spent most of this book liking it well enough, but the last 25% or so broke my heart in the way that some of my favorites do. A beautiful story!

It was bewildering, how closely grief ran alongside joy.

(Hot take version: if you like books about the beauty of Alaska but Kristin Hannah’s writing makes your eyes roll out of your head, and you wouldn’t mind a story that features women making stupid decisions in regards to bears but couldn’t stand the characters in Julia Phillips’ Bear, try this book instead!)

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Book Review: THE WILL OF THE MANY by James Islington

| Jessica Crawford

The Will of the Many by James Islington is a 630 page novel that is the first in a planned series, Hierarchy. It was published by Saga Press in 2023.

Genre:

Fantasy

Synopsis:

At the elite Catenan Academy, a young fugitive uncovers layered mysteries and world-changing secrets in this new fantasy series by internationally bestselling author of The Licanius Trilogy, James Islington.

AUDI. VIDE. TACE.

The Catenan Republic – the Hierarchy – may rule the world now, but they do not know everything.

I tell them my name is Vis Telimus. I tell them I was orphaned after a tragic accident three years ago, and that good fortune alone has led to my acceptance into their most prestigious school. I tell them that once I graduate, I will gladly join the rest of civilised society in allowing my strength, my drive and my focus – what they call Will – to be leeched away and added to the power of those above me, as millions already do. As all must eventually do.

I tell them that I belong, and they believe me.

But the truth is that I have been sent to the Academy to find answers. To solve a murder. To search for an ancient weapon. To uncover secrets that may tear the Republic apart.

And that I will never, ever cede my Will to the empire that executed my family.

To survive, though, I will still have to rise through the Academy’s ranks. I will have to smile, and make friends, and pretend to be one of them and win. Because if I cannot, then those who want to control me, who know my real name, will no longer have any use for me.

And if the Hierarchy finds out who I truly am, they will kill me.

Opening Line:

I am dangling, and it is only my father’s blood-slicked grip around my wrist that stops me from falling.

My Thoughts:

This was quite good! Reminded me in some ways of Red Rising, but scaled a teensy bit more YA, and a tad of The Name of the Wind, but without the insufferable protagonist constantly singing his own praises as he recounts his past. (To be fair, our man Vis is pretty much the best at everything he tries in this story, but that can be explained by the fact that he received a top notch education beginning early in life, and trains his buns off within these pages).

There is a Roman-inspired republic (AKA Evil Empire) taking over the world, dividing all of its citizens into a hierarchy in which the lower castes must cede their very will to their betters, granting the latter superhuman abilities. Vis is a teenager trying to survive in this new society after it demolished his old one. He winds up being sent to a school for the youth of the republic’s elite in an effort to send him in to infiltrate a very secure location and uncover its secrets. There was good world building and political machinations, both within the school setting as well as on the world stage.

This is a long book, and though it’s not necessarily longwinded or bogged down with extraneous material, it certainly could have been trimmed a bit in some areas. Additionally, it’s hinted at all along that there is going to be some mind blowing revelation of something with which most people in this world are unaware, and I was disappointed that the end only confirms this without actually explaining it yet, leaving readers with no actual answers to the questions we’ve been asking all along. Everything the story had been dangling in front of us from the start was left dangling. But still, I mostly enjoyed the journey and remain intrigued enough that I will likely pick up book 2 at some point, and it may even prove to be one of those sequels that improves upon its predecessor by bringing the story to an even bigger scale.

4.5 stars!

Book Review: THE MESMERIST by Caroline Woods

| Jessica Crawford

The Mesmerist by Caroline Woods is a 336 page standalone novel published by Doubleday in 2024.

Genre:

Historical Fiction, Mystery

Opening Line:

The poor young woman, the one everyone would take to calling the “ghost girl”, or worse, in a matter of weeks, found her way to the Bethany Home for Unwed Mothers by walking the railroad tracks.

My Thoughts:

The Mesmerist is historical fiction based on a real place in Minneapolis, The Bethany Home for Unwed Mothers, as well as on a true crime story that transpired in the area in 1894.

One night a newcomer arrives at Bethany Home seeking sanctuary, a traumatized young woman who, judging by her dress, worked as a “sporting woman” in a brothel. She does not seem to speak, but she does come with a suspiciously large amount of money on her person.

Abby Mendenhall doesn’t expect her charges at the Home to provide their real names, but she can’t help but wonder who the newcomer, given the appellation Faith, is—especially as it becomes clear there are people looking for her and stories of dead madams and prostitutes begin to circulate. The other inmates in the Home begin to speculate that Faith is a notorious mesmerist, and they keep their distance from her, spooked.

May is a woman whose one year at Bethany Home is almost at end, but she plans on getting herself a proposal from a gentleman before she is forced to choose between returning to grueling work in harsh conditions or else a brothel. She has set her sights on Hal, and when she meets his friends, she realizes that Faith also had crossed paths with them, in her life “before”. But what is the connection, exactly?

I enjoyed the vibes of this late nineteenth century, “Gilded Age” story, spending time among the philanthropic society ladies and unfortunate sporting women, in the parlors where various facets of spiritualism were having their heyday as entertainment. The chapters alternate among Faith, May, and Abby. The mysterious elements of the story were rather good. Sure, I gave the book some side-eye when characters convince themselves they acted against their will because someone with a magnetic personality (i.e. a mesmerist) suggested they do so. And there were some parts I would have liked to have delved into a little deeper. But the experience of reading the story was quite to my liking overall. 4.75 stars!

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Book Review: DEAREST by Jacquie Walters

| Jessica Crawford

Dearest by Jacquie Walters is a 304 page novel published by Mulholland Books (Hachette) in 2024.

Genre:

Horror

Opening Line:

When Flora wakes, her mouth is so dry that the inside of her cheeks are stuck to her teeth.

My Thoughts:

Flora’s military husband is deployed when she gives birth to their first child, Iris. By the time the baby is three weeks old, Flora is suffering from infected nipples on top of the sleep deprivation and the concerns about her fitness as a mother – she could really use some help. Somewhat desperate, she reaches out to her mother, who she hasn’t spoken with in four years. Jody shows up to help, but will Flora regret it?

This book started out really strong for me. Much of this horror novel is spent wondering, “Is there something nefarious going on, or is it postpartum psychosis?” Toward the end things went off the rails a bit, and though I still overall enjoyed it, I wasn’t completely satisfied with all of our answers. At one point burning the birth tusk was a bad thing we didn’t want to happen, why all of a sudden is it our goal? That is just one question I was left with, but overall I’d say this was still a 4.5 star read for me.

I listened to this on audio, and it’s narrated by the author herself. She has a nice voice and doesn’t do cringey things with it when speaking the dialogue of different characters, BUT the way she chose to say some things was really odd to me. Like, the parts of character’s lines she chose to emphasize, where she paused a bit too long – if I had read those lines of dialogue they would have come across perfect for the situation, but the way she chose to read them aloud was how no one would actually speak.

Book Review: THE SECRET SERVICE OF TEA AND TREASON by India Holton

| Jessica Crawford

The Secret Service of Tea and Treason by India Holton is a 334 page novel published by Berkley in 2023. It is third in the Dangerous Damsels series, but can be read as a standalone.

Genre:

Historical Romance, Cozy Fantasy, Humor

Tropes:

Rivals to lovers, fake marriage

Opening Line:

It was the best of dress shops, it was the worst of dress shops.

Synopsis:

Two rival spies must brave pirates, witches, and fake matrimony to save the Queen.

Known as Agent A, Alice is the top operative within the Agency of Undercover Note Takers, a secret government intelligence group that is fortunately better at espionage than at naming itself. From managing deceptive witches to bored aristocratic ladies, nothing is beyond Alice’s capabilities. She has a steely composure and a plan always up her sleeve (alongside a dagger and an embroidered handkerchief). So when rumors of an assassination plot begin to circulate, she’s immediately assigned to the case.

But she’s not working alone. Daniel Bixby, otherwise known as Agent B and Alice’s greatest rival, is given the most challenging undercover assignment of his life— pretending to be Alice’s husband. Together they will assume the identity of a married couple, infiltrate a pirate house party, and foil their unpatriotic plans.

Determined to remain consummate professionals, Alice and Daniel must ignore the growing attraction between them, especially since acting on it might prove more dangerous than their target.

My Thoughts:

THE SECRET SERVICE OF TEA AND TREASON by India Holton 🫖☕️🕵️🏴‍☠️🧙‍♀️💗

A rivals to lovers, fake marriage historical romance with fantasy elements and neurodiverse main characters? Yes, please!

My Books on Tap group (we meet at a different brewery twice a month and go around the table taking turns discussing whatever book we’re reading at the time) recently had a mystery book swap night. We each brought a book wrapped up to hide its identity, then wrote a few descriptors on the front. This was the book I picked (actually, I wound up picking two because the host brought extra in case someone came empty handed). It is the third in the Dangerous Damsels series, but worked perfectly well as a standalone. I could tell which of the characters here had wound up together in previous books in the series.

Alice and Daniel are the two top agents in an underground agency that trains “the help” (maids, housekeepers, butlers, footmen, valets) in espionage. They must join a party of pirates (who, by the way, use incantations to make their houses fly) posing as a married couple in order to thwart a conspiracy to assassinate Queen Victoria. What follows is a fun and absurd romp that prioritizes humor over a sensible plot. Chapters begin with amusingly modified literary quotes from the likes of Austen.

There are pretty explicit open door love scenes, and mild comedic violence.

One complaint that is exceedingly minor in the grand scheme of things: I counted four instances of characters’ mouths shrugging. Wut?

I had been wanting to try this author and am glad the book swap gave me the opportunity. It was a fun story that managed to be fairly swoonworthy to boot.

Book Review: SERVICE MODEL by Adrian Tchaikovsky

| Jessica Crawford

Service Model by Adrian Tchaikovsky is a 376 page standalone novel published by Tor Books in 2024.

Genre:

Science Fiction, Dystopian

Opening Line:

On activation each morning Charles’ first duty was to check his master’s travel arrangements for the day.

My Thoughts:

This book is clever and funny, but because of how grim it is, I’m not sure how much I actually enjoyed it.

A robot who finds himself no longer of use goes searching for purpose in a dystopian future in which humanity has pretty much wiped itself out, and poorly thought out programming leaves scores of inefficient robots dedicated to performing useless tasks.

..he completed two contrasting analyses of the situation using his best human-facing sophistication and decided that it was simultaneously of enormous credit to [his] ongoing fidelity and professionalism, and also that it was terribly pointless and sad.

Society collapsed thanks to a combination of factors, including climate, economics, problems with infrastructure, etc. Plus with all of the automated services provided through AI, people’s skills were not needed, and yet they were still looked down on for being lazy and idle. As civilization itself was dying:

”…I estimate that 45% were unaware of the situation or considered it fake, owing to the precisely curated news sources that they limited themselves to, whilst a further 30% were aware but did not consider it their problem and 20% were aware and actively cheering on the fact or profiting from [it]…A final 5% seem likely to have been directly and deliberately contributing to the collapse…”

Uncharles teams up with The Wonk, who wants to learn the meaning of it all. There is a moral that a kind and ordered society should be the goal.

Smart and oftentimes extremely amusing writing, but the bleakness and the infuriating absurdity of all of the situations Uncharles comes across during is journey into the world kind of canceled out some of the joy these things offered.

There is no sexual content in this book, and the only violence involving humans happens off the page.

I wish to report an error in the way that everything works. Charles, it is not an error. It is how things are.

Book Review: MARY: AN AWAKENING OF TERROR by Nat Cassidy

| Jessica Crawford

Mary: An Awakening of Terror by Nat Cassidy is a 405 page novel published by Tor Nightfire in 2022.

Genre: Horror

Opening Line:

There’s a corpse in the bathtub.

Synopsis:

Mary is a quiet, middle-aged woman doing her best to blend into the background. Unremarkable. Invisible. Unknown even to herself.

But lately, things have been changing inside Mary. Along with the hot flashes and body aches, she can’t look in a mirror without passing out, and the voices in her head have been urging her to do unspeakable things.

Fired from her job in New York, she moves back to her hometown, hoping to reconnect with her past and inner self. Instead, visions of terrifying, mutilated specters overwhelm her with increasing regularity and she begins auto-writing strange thoughts and phrases. Mary discovers that these experiences are echoes of an infamous serial killer.

Then the killings begin again.

Mary’s definitely going to find herself.

My Thoughts:

“Don’t call yourself crazy. That’s a word people use to make you small. Don’t do it for them.”

Holy moly, this book is bananas, but in the best way!

Normally I much prefer spooky supernatural horror to gory horror, but although this book is capital G Gruesome, there is so much more to it. I don’t know that I’ve ever read anything quite like it!

Mary is coming up on her fiftieth birthday and she’s not doing so great. Twice in this book she visits a male doctor and tells them each about the insomnia, the panic attacks–she even tells one of them the full truth, that she can’t look into a mirror without seeing her face in the reflection bubble up and burst in putrefication. Both doctors respond with, “And when was your last period?”

Due to an unfortunate series of events, Mary finds herself making the trip back to the isolated desert town she was born in, the town that was terrorized by a serial killer until he was killed by police nearly fifty years before. And then the killings start again.

You might like this book if you like unreliable narrators, vengeful spirits, true crime podcasts, and cults. You might like this book if you like your horror with a side of the absurd to surprise a laugh out of you now and then. You might like this book if you’re familiar with the nightmare that is perimenopause. You might like this book if you cheered when Neville Longbottom finally stood up for himself, but even moreso if your response to Stephen King’s Carrie was, “Good for her.”

Just bear in mind there is a whole lot of grisly subject matter here. If, like me, you’re able to look past that to all the amazing things about this story, then buckle in and get ready for one wild ride!

This book includes no steamy content, but all of the explicit on-page violence.

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Book Review: I CHEERFULLY REFUSE by Leif Enger

| Jessica Crawford

I Cheerfully Refuse by Leif Enger is a 336 hardcover standalone novel published April 2, 2024 by Grove Press.

Genres: Dystopian, Literary Fiction, Speculative Fiction

Opening Line:

Here at the beginning it must be said the End was on everyone’s mind.

The Synopsis: Set in a not-too-distant America, I Cheerfully Refuse is the tale of Rainy, an aspiring musician setting sail on Lake Superior in search of his departed, deeply beloved, bookselling wife. An endearing bear of an Orphean narrator, he seeks refuge in the harbors, fogs, and remote islands of the inland sea. After encountering lunatic storms and rising corpses from the warming depths, he eventually lands to find an increasingly desperate and illiterate people, a malignant billionaire ruling class, a crumbled infrastructure, and a lawless society. As his guileless nature begins to make an inadvertent rebel of him, Rainy’s private quest for the love of his life grows into something wider and wilder, sweeping up friends and foes alike in his wake.

My Thoughts:

This meditative dystopian story is brimming with gorgeous prose (and also a fair number of instances of turns of phrase I did not understand, prompting me to wonder if the author was not American–but it turns out that is not the case). In a bleak near future with collapsed infrastructure, a U.S. headed by a proudly illiterate president, and more and more people choosing to shuffle off this mortal coil in search of something better, Rainy and Lark have managed to make a happy life for themselves. When they let a young man board in their home, trouble follows right behind him. Rainy finds himself on the lam in a sailboat on a capricious Lake Superior. As he grieves for the life and love lost to him and attempts to evade those who would do him harm, he encounters numerous strange characters, along with a girl who needs him (and vice versa) more than either would like to admit.

It’s taken me all my life to learn protection is the promise you can’t make. It sounds absolute, and you mean it and believe it, but that vow is provisional and makeshift and no god ever lived who could keep it half the time.

But beyond the beautiful writing and the likable main character who was easy to root for, my overall feeling while reading this book was one of melancholy. So even though I appreciated the author’s skill with words (the main villain is described as a “relentless hellhound and necrotic Adonis”!), how glad am I that I set sail with Rainy on his journey? I’m still not sure myself. 3.75 stars

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