It’s AAPI Heritage Month! Here is a stack of books by Asian American and Pacific Islander authors that I’ve greatly enjoyed, plus my current listen on audio (How High We Go in the Dark by Sequoia Nagamatsu, which I am loving) and a book in my TBR I have on deck (A Tempest of Tea by Hafsah Faizal).

This is How You Lose the Time War by Amal El-Mohtar and Max Gladstone is a science fiction epistolary novella featuring time travel and a queer romance, and was published in 2019. It won Hugo, Locus, Nebula, and Goodreads Choice awards. I read and rated it before I began the habit of writing up reviews on every book I read, so I don’t have my personal thoughts on this one, but I remember being pretty blown away by it. Here is the synopsis:

Among the ashes of a dying world, an agent of the Commandant finds a letter. It reads: Burn before reading. Thus begins an unlikely correspondence between two rival agents hellbent on securing the best possible future for their warring factions. Now, what began as a taunt, a battlefield boast, grows into something more. Something epic. Something romantic. Something that could change the past and the future.

Except the discovery of their bond would mean death for each of them. There’s still a war going on, after all. And someone has to win that war.

Chlorine by Jade Song is a young adult contemporary fiction novel featuring body horror a la mermaid, published in 2023. I did post my thoughts on this book here in this blog before, but here they are again:

A classic trait of girlhood – forever confusing your desires with that of an older man’s.

Wow!

This book is a little bit like if you crossed The Vegetarian with The Art of Starving. It’s Young Adult contemporary fiction (LGBTQIA+) about Ren Yu, who has loved mermaids ever since she was a little girl. She took to the water right away herself and now swims competitively on her school’s cutthroat swim team. As one of the school’s top swimmers, she has a parasitic relationship with her touchy-feely, quick-to-anger coach, Jim. She and her teammates follow very specific dietary protocols that vacillate between pasta parties and restricting to snacking on small portions of protein throughout the day. Her father leaves to return home to China, she suffers a concussion that threatens her athletic career, and her family expects her to get into an Ivy League school.

Amidst all this stress from a human life catering to human sensibilities and values, Ren Yu experiences an epiphany: she’s not actually a human after all, but has always been a mermaid herself. She is not afraid to take matters into her own hands in order to complete the transformation for her to transcend to her true form.

Star athletes had to be delusional enough to think they could withstand physics and gravity enough to fly up onto the first-place podium and shine with the sheer force of athletic ability; there was nothing more bold than a star, after all, visible with the human naked eye despite its death eons ago.

There were only a couple of things I struggled with in this book. One was the author’s descriptions of being a menstruating woman. If someone’s periods were as Ren Yu’s are described, they should definitely tell their healthcare provider (although, over the course of this book, Ren Yu does learn to not trust in the competence of any medical professionals). And the fact that it took two hours for her mother to teach her how to insert a tampon? And the blood smeared all over the bathroom stall walls and her teammates hands? The trauma of an IUD insertion? I don’t know, maybe this author has just had vastly different experiences with these things than I have, but also I think Ren Yu was supposed to have extreme experiences to assist her in coming to the realization that being a mermaid would be vastly superior to being a human woman. One other part that made me want to gag was two characters getting freaky next to the bathroom where the guy just took a dump and now everything smells like his poop and he asks the girl, “Can you guess what I had to eat?” And then they commence to grind on each other and make out (barf!)

But besides those things, I thought this was a great novel about how the mind can attempt to deal with the pressures and traumas of being an adolescent human.

TW: body dysmorphia, sexual assault

Published in 2018, The Astonishing Color of After by Emily X.R. Pan is another young adult contemporary fiction novel dealing with mental health, this time tied to the grieving process. Sadly, my Goodreads review of this one is basically saying that I forgot to write a review while the details were fresh in my mind, but I do remember that I LOVED this book. Here were my thoughts, such as I could recall at the time:

“Oh, I haven’t written a review for this yet? Well for now suffice it to say there are many haunting and lovely things in this story of a girl who loses her mother to depression, goes to Taiwan to meet her grandparents, and undergoes some fantastical experiences while under the influence of grief and insomnia.”

As mentioned above, I have yet to read A Tempest of Tea by Hafsah Faizal, but I have it in my physical TBR and plan to read it soon. For now all I can comment on is that gorgeous cover!

The Fox Wife by Yangsze Choo is historical fantasy based on Chinese folklore that just came out earlier this year. Again, I posed a review of this book on this blog previously, but in case you missed that, here it is:

An emotional and intriguing tale incorporating elements of Chinese folklore, presented as historical fiction with a side of magical realism.

Chapters alternate between two POVs. Snow’s chapters are told in first person past tense (presented as her diary entries), Bao’s in third person present. Both were equally fascinating, although I did at times take issue with being pulled from one storyline at a particularly good part to shift back to the other. But chapters were never super long, so you never have to wait long to switch back.

Snow is a fox, the kind that can take the form of a human. Once she planned on making the thousand-year journey, a morally refining spiritual pilgrimage, with her mate. But after the greed and cruelty of humans shatters their world, she sets out on a mission of vengeance instead.

Meanwhile, Bao is an older gentleman who has had the ability to hear when someone is lying ever since his childhood nanny prayed to a fox spirit for him. Using his talent, he has become a freelance investigator of sorts. When he is tasked with discovering the identity of a woman found frozen to death in an alleyway, he finds himself on a path that seems to be leading him ever-closer to the subject of a lifelong fixation of his: foxes.

I really liked the unique and fully fleshed characters in this book. The mythological elements added a very nice mysterious and enchanting touch (what is just superstition, and what is something more?). But what resonanted the most with me was the story of grief, and the changes people go through as they process it. I love how the Yangsze Choo’s novels always feature this beautiful mix of magical and moving.

This was a great book, but I think The Ghost Bride by this same author is probably my favorite of her works so far.

I am currently listening to How High We Go in the Dark by Sequoia Nagamatsu on audio. Published in 2022, it’s dystopian science fiction composed of interconnected stories about a near future that is all too believable. I am loving it, even if it is rather depressing so far! But since I haven’t finished it and written up final thoughts yet, I will just share the synopsis here:

Dr. Cliff Miyashiro arrives in the Arctic Circle to continue his recently deceased daughter’s research, only to discover a virus, newly unearthed from melting permafrost. The plague unleashed reshapes life on earth for generations. Yet even while struggling to counter this destructive force, humanity stubbornly persists in myriad moving and ever inventive ways.

Among those adjusting to this new normal are an aspiring comedian, employed by a theme park designed for terminally ill children, who falls in love with a mother trying desperately to keep her son alive; a scientist who, having failed to save his own son from the plague, gets a second chance at fatherhood when one of his test subjects-a pig-develops human speech; a man who, after recovering from his own coma, plans a block party for his neighbours who have also woken up to find that they alone have survived their families; and a widowed painter and her teenaged granddaughter who must set off on cosmic quest to locate a new home planet.

From funerary skyscrapers to hotels for the dead, How High We Go in the Dark follows a cast of intricately linked characters spanning hundreds of years as humanity endeavours to restore the delicate balance of the world. This is a story of unshakable hope that crosses literary lines to give us a world rebuilding itself through an endless capacity for love, resilience and reinvention. Wonderful and disquieting, dreamlike and all too possible.

Please feel free to share here some of your favorite AAPI authors and books!